aww, guess wad? my bday is over liao... omg, carn believe i have to wait another 365.15 days for it agn! if u think abt it, thats a really really long time, and i carn wait for it! so yea, another day in my life is gone, dun think i wasted this day! and thanks to all the people who wished me, and gave me presents! Really really appreciate it, esp someone's efforts!

oh guess wad? later 'today' is chem exam, and its gna suck. oh u know wad? i had functions and thermod exams today! wad more need i say, exams will always sucks... dun think i did too well, but ohwell its over... but still, i might regret during the final grade... haixx. wanna do well by a little at least this sem... k ttyl, need to mugg

12:00 AM;

HAPPY B'DAY TO ME~! (:
good luck for exams, u know u hate them, so go ahead and crush them!

12:00 AM;

yo ppl, and thx to dolly and michelle for cheering me up yea? feeling better abt tmw, since i abit more prepared, but no guarantees... mugged the whole day today, with only a few breaks like breakfast at frends house, lunch+30min wii playing at another frends house... now parents out to buy dinner, and im still at home, trying to study. tmw functions and thermodynamics exam. im amazed how hard thermodynamic previous paper is, looking back at how easy the module has been =/ functions, hope to score high, since my tests werent that bad... so yepp, not looking forward to tmw, other than (mebbe) a few things, which i dno will exist anot =/ k post later tmw, confirm will be furious that i didn do well for the exams, so yea, look forward to my screaming tmw (:

7:51 PM;

you know what? exams suck, i hate them, i have never hated them so much before... it sux when u work hard throughout the semester, thn at this point u know everything will depend on ur exams... u do well, ur current hard earned semster is worth it, but, if for some reason if the exam would suck, thats it, its the end of the world for me. think about it, u worked hard for every homework assignment, u worked harder than usual at the very least... tests also managed to do quite well, and actually managed to even put myself down to study properly one of the very few times in secondary sch. thn now the crucial time, i can juz go and die there.

Gahh so stressed out, i never cared so much abt exams before in my life, even psle sounds like a breeze at my current situation. ppl i talk to at times like this disappear during exam times, cos they are also stressed out or are studying. suxx man, i wanna get the exams over with, but i wanna do well as well. i can hardly imagine wad its gna feel like if i know i didn do well during the exams, and results would be juz a pain later on... more than making my parents happy, i wanna know that i tried, and i know i have done so until now, but its all gna be pointless if exams dun turn out well.

i dun wanna think of the future 3 years in sch, if year 3 is ald this bad... and look at my previous semester, i gave up halfway during the semester, and scored so bad. now i gotta make up for it, and make my year average at least an average score by doing well this sem. pressure sial. thn i need to do well agn the whole of next year, so that my transcript will have a high average. gahh, need to pull up my low scores, now wishing i didn have low scores in the first place. where were the people close to me to cheer me on last sem? nvm, past is past, and i ald screwed it up. present not tt bad, hate the future exams.

i feel so vulnerable now, easily hurt, emotionally unstable, and so damn frustrated! as mentioned before, ppl keep disappearing during this period. worse still, when i try to do smthn to calm me down, or at least de-stress myself, parents get in the way and put me back to studying in my room. every single time, i return to my room, especially i truly worked hard the past few hours, the feeling is sucky. most of the time i end up juz staring at my com or at the wall, not wanting to do other stuffs to distract myself. although not distracted, im not getting any work done either, kinda pointless rite? worse still other sch ppl finish their exams liao, some even school closed. just wondering, if i were in a norm sch now, life would be so much easier, juz like primary sch...

k i dun feel like typing anymore, dun wanna sleep, got nthn to do, and a pile of stuffs to do at my table. up till now, i havent felt so miserable before, thx to bday presents frm frends, and the only past exam was english, which turned out not to be that bad. but now 5 more exams coming up, and thanks for putting 2 exams on my bday, carn even enjoy it now. i express my heartfelt thanks to the guys who change deepavali frm 28 to 27, and thanks to u guys, now we got exams in a row. last time at least got one day break in btwn, better than nothing.

Kk stopping here, feel so sick of studies now. not gna sleep, dno how long im gna stay up. haixx

11:03 PM;

so ytd was first exam paper, english... sucked man, but sorta wrote stuffs here and there =/ the damn compre super long sial and the topic like so no life de=/ hope can score well, i got high goals to meet leh =( need to work harder...

anw, today was mugging in the morn, thn afternoon was fun xD thx to all the ppl who gave me presents, yall rock (: and, thx for getting my bday wrong too =P jkjk XD anw, was rly nice of u guys la, and thnx for the cake too, shall upload pics of the stuffs later when i get them! hahaha :D church ended at 10+ today, and thx for the ppl who gave me the cards during church! was so happy when i got them! :D shall post later, shant get too distracted b4 exams... oh look a cool movie... =P

11:36 PM;

yo ppl... sorry havent update for a super super long time, since exams were coming up (and are still coming up), and had ALOT of work to do... now i finally able to blog agn, since today last day of work for me, since exams coming up, and no sch after that, so all my hmwk frm sch stops here! YAY, but i hate exams... i juz carn get myself to go and revise anymore... always end up convincing myself to go to sleep xD

so, abt today... today was exceptionally tiring, since tdy is the last day to hand in stuffs b4 exams, had to chiong the whole pile of overdue undone homework from my file... thn worse still must file my stuffs, get ready for file check! u know, im not that kinda guy who files all the notes neatly, and iim soo not the guy who writes dates, how on earth was i supposed to do everything by today? to make things worse, i forgot to do my math summary ytd, and had to chiong in sch, on top of the other overdue hmwk... so basically started chionging hmwk frm 1pm in sch, thn chiong non-stop to 5 plus... wha now tired sial, feel like wanna go and drop on my bed...

k, heres a quiz tagged by dolly :

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
> No?

2. Would you fall in love with a guy older than you?
> Siao, i not gay! (says thanks to dolly for giving me a girl quiz -.-)

3. Do you enjoy going to sch?
> Yea, other than the study part =P

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
> Movies, party, Movie.... and mebbe get a gallardo?

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend's stead?
> no...? stupid ques, no wonder this quiz meant for girls, (who prob have such probs)

6. If you have to choose one person between ur boyfriend & best friend, who will you choose?
> (lets juz assume the "boyfriend" says "girlfriend") depends on who =/

7. List out your 20 favourite songs: ( no order )
> fall for you
> how six songs collide
> how to save a life
> always be my baby
> never had a dream come true
> sorry
> sugar, we're going down
> just the girl
> catch your wave
> vindicated
> when im gone
> low
> lazy to find rest, these songs were the first to come to my mind...
> OH Yea, LINKIN PARK

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
> erms, i wouldn like anyone who is attached =/

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
> yea, duh-h

10. What makes you angry?
> u wouldn wanna know =/

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
> you have no idea dude...

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
> friends, family, and god

13. What is the most important thing in life?
> having fun

14. What is more important? Family or Career?
> family.

15. What is your favourite colour?
> black?

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
> yea, duh-h

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
> i not so wad can? (prob another girl prob =P)

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
> yea, forgive and forget :D

19. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
> hi?

20. people I have tagged:
1. Michelle
2. Isaac
3. Me?
4. anyone who reads this?

10:26 PM;